[ There's clearly a disconnect here and she takes a moment, frowning slightly as she rests the fork on her knee. Geralt wasn't there, of course, but he has a very specific idea of what occurred. Truthfully she can only speak for the few battles she was part of, and to say that her face off with Goro wasn't intense would be a lie.

Come to think of it, he had very pointedly said it would be end for her...did he truly mean that in a final sense? She held no ill will against the other summoned upon entering or leaving, but that isn't to say it was the same for anyone. ]

I don't know what the directive given was at Cadens or Thorne, but the latter I doubt was anything lethal.

[ Despite the fact that Thorne is really the only one of the three factions she's seen sentence anyone to death, she's fully aware it was both Solvunn and the Free Cities who were interlopers here. Mission objective and defense makes the most sense for Thorne. Truthfully the Free Cities seems like the wild card and having gone against both an agent of Thorne and the Free Cities, it's definitely not Sasarai who was playing for broke.

Himeka shakes her head. ]

So no, I don't know what to believe of the others. But I can speak for what we were told when the mission was posited to us and what I considered going into it.