Is this...something she's going to need to get used to? There's such a disconnect here she feels she's ill-prepared to have this conversation even knowing the very real possibility he could have been here this whole time.

Zenos isn't wrong. Even when he tried to take his own life he'd come back. A part of her had wondered if their last final battle would have been the end. Even if she was sure she saw his chest stop moving, she'd been concussed enough on her own to make any call to his state.

At the mention of allies, there's a flash image of Estinien that she tries to beat down, knowing how displeased her dear friend is going to feel. How angry. And he's already put himself in danger so many times. She doesn't know how much he will be able to glean. She has to be careful.

"Is that what you're hoping for here too? An end?"